that new place

As I lay my print here, my heart is at peace yet my mind is not. This mixed feelings put me in a place of no return. I couldn't exactly explain what I feel. I feel that I am heading to a place anew. Something I dreamed before, but there is uneasiness inside me. Questions left unanswered and afraid that when I finally hear it I couldn't believe it myself or stunned of the truth. What will I feel, what shall I feel. I am happy yet uncertain. What it is God knows. I definitely am certain God will not put me in a place where I will suffer. I believe He will hold me tightly till the day I will finally know the answers to my questions and the truth to the place where I will be going.